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Recently I play blackjack a ton and found the essence of this game: error rate. Your villain is a system which made no mistake, and you are human. Human do make mistakes, some big, some small, some tiny, but there are errors. I played as much as I could, and there are two I Miscliked - one 11 vs 9 and I hit stand - the other my 88 vs T and I hit (actually shall split). That’s the secret: you make 0.5% while V make 0%,much worse than you made 5% and V make 15%. And there is another wrong stretotype that your bankroll would keep growing in Casino - it would not, unless you plus some poker winnings.

Been played $5 blackjack at weekend, and you have no idea how much the variance could turn to even you set the limit. You would make mistake eventually but the system would never, That’s how the House game kills.

Threw a $100 chip on soccer betting and lost on a last-minute goal. Feel bad but little bit relieved after -6k to + 2.5k session. What I been learned: 1. BRM first, means you always afford to lose at the worst 2. Always has a plan, prepare for the most + and worst - , capable of adjustify and self review

Stop being river payoff wizard unless you think V has polarize range. Got interesting hand today. Eff 200bb, gun reg open 3bb, hero 3b to 12bb got called. Flop 24T rainbow, V check-call half pot bet. Turn 8, check check. River Q, V bet 2/3 pot, hero mini-raise, V tank a while doubled amount 3-bet, hero tank fold. Try extract some value from KK/AQ failed. Maybe betting turn/fold to a raise is better

Driving Telsa to deliver goods all day, and gotta have a tough night of sleep to get the real taste of life

Can not believe the roller-coaster on my check payday. First +$1500 at very early morning n feel pretty happy. Stopped a while n couldn’t find much interesting thing to do. On 4PM reloaded to play lowstake, tried a 100bb bluff on 4 heart board, caught by 22 w heart. Doubled up KK>99 soon and against same guy, JTs called 3b. On T5678 board run a sick 250bb jam bluff, got called by AA as the same guy! Little tilted and jumped level (which I shall regret) soon lost two more, one played bad one suckout for turn 12outs (AK tptk against turn combo). One more Disconnected miss the c-b, w T9o on Txx vs 2, turned 9 and all the money went in one V had 99...so sick. Then have to take a break, drive my buddy back home, lifting his furnitures - then back to company n opened a hotel room ready for long-term battle. Soon doubled AJs 4b vs KQs of deepewater n he blanked... but I also played some terrible bluff, basically cuz I didn’t bought time bank enough - AQo 3b jam on K32hh vs c-r and he got K4hh FML... another KK<AKo..... finally got a chance bvb 66 vs AKo 5b jam for $10k pot! Wtf he flopped A... and I spiked 6 on turn to lock the pot! Very consecutive hand, opened 56s, deep water 3b, hero call. Flop 996, V check, hero bet 1/3, got called... turn 3, V check, hero bet 1/5. Got jammed and didn’t take much time to call down, and he revealed AKs as I expected. Rivered blank and I finally could sleep at 3AM as breakeven player. What a fxxxing day

RNG lost had given me a huge blow, little bit regret to put too much on the so-called proud of LPL and flagship of Chinese eSport, 2-3 lost and been kicked out of S8. Didn't perform well at poker table as well (maybe I m too tilted and too eager to get it back hence out of line as well), lost a bunch of coinflip and AKs<KK, get stubborned and on 11PM I stucked for around 30k, to tilted and transferred 5k to my partner manga artist, and keep fighting, by 1AM it ultimately narrowed to around 4k (I made some stubborn call on the super AGGRO table as well), K9s>9Ts on 99X4, KK>AKo, JJ>A6s on QQ36hh etc. Then drive 1hr home to end this messy day.

I fxxxing hate myself for taking too short time on river for bluffing/bluff catch, mindset already set for tournament and very careless at the last decision, which is obv my worse performance street and still frequently make stupid moves

At least the Internet Cafe is nice!

-5k then +14k to end Sunday, not too bad

I think I m little bit smarter than others, but that also made myself greedy and want everything good in life.
Genereally speaking, at the very start of my young time I already unconsciously try hard to max my EVs

I always find the longest time for playing, or sneak out to save time/energy, try hardest for the cost efficiency

Actually I don't think thats very correct way for living but lets try to find way out

I can't master everything regardless of how hard I try. I like play poker that's truth, I do investment also (try to get free cash flows but turned out not too successfuly for recent 2 yrs), and I start manga career which I like and I believe could prove my value to the society

This better be my line of life. Good for my inner peace and also for society.

played my first ever 100-200-400 str game, 20k starting stack, got staked 50% and ended up -38k (-19k), pretty pretty nitty and got bad beated twice, otherwise the EV would be 0

limped AA utg, 2 caller. flop 348cc, bb bet 2300, hero raise 4700, all fold n bb call. turn K blank, check to hero who bet 6500, fold

+1 limp,co open 1400, hero AKo 3b 4500, +1 call. CO fold HU. flop KQhh8, check to hero who bet 7k, call. turn 4 blank, +1 donk allin 8000, instant call, V got 88 and hero dead.

Reloaded 25000, double str 800, 1 call, hero call 44, BB open 2000, 2 caller including hero. flop 469r, bb boss bet 3000, 1 call, hero cr to 7500, boss call. turn Q, boss check hero jam, boss call w KK,  hero doubled up.

CO short stack open 1600, btn call, hero sb 3-bet AKo to 6300, CO call. flop 78Jcc, hero jam, CO call 7500. CO AQcc, turn c

HJ fish short stack 7k limp, hero isolates raise A9o btn to 3300, all fold to fish who jammed, called, he got 9Jo, flop J

hero btn open AKo to 2000, passive sb call, lag bb call. flop 259r, check to hero who bet 4000, sb call, bb c-r to 14000, hero tank fold